December 2008
75 posts
I'll try..even if it's only for one person
Tonight my friend came forward with troubles i knew they had..but not as bad as it turned out to be. i love them dearly, and wish they didn’t feel the way they did. and people say well that’s life and they’ll live on..so will you. i don’t want to just ’ live on’. im tired of just being satisfied with that. it’s not enough anymore. i’v been called to...
I am not a child now
today was a weird day. it rushed past me. woke up around 12:30 did some random things. did my workout which turned out not to be the kenpo one..thats tomorrow. but what i did today is really killing me lol.ate lunch then went to play basket ball with devyn and the gang. (which is why im in pain haha) came home around 9:30 ate some dinner. it was a weird one haha my mom was cooking roast in the...
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lambz:
randrdotcom:
-bangs head against desk- I am so freaking bored -bangs head against desk- and I am so freaking annoyed with electronics right now. -bangs head against desk- and that NEVER happens. I NEED TO GET OUT OF MY HOUSE. -bangs head against desk-
-bangs head against desk-
bye.
i still think your hate rant was RIDICULOUS!
get over it. its how i felt. Willie...
randrdotcom:
-bangs head against desk- I am so freaking bored -bangs head against desk- and I am so freaking annoyed with electronics right now. -bangs head against desk- and that NEVER happens. I NEED TO GET OUT OF MY HOUSE. -bangs head against desk-
-bangs head against desk-
bye.
i still think your hate rant was RIDICULOUS!
17 mag
im pursuing ballet. so shut the frik up vogue!!!
So im sitting here..listening to music. gosh i love the stuff. that and writing is basically wat preoccupies my mind. i wish my piano was tuned so i could goof around on it..if i did it now i would only confuse myself on how things are supposed to sound. and i have no stand for my keyboard so it kills my back and neck. ugh. i need to call sheryl haha
so yesterday i did the yoga dvd. its a 1 and...
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Today i woke up very suddenly at 9:20am from a dream. not a very pleasant one at that. so i get myself awake and oriented and realize that my alarm doesn’t go off till 9:30 so i shut it off and got ready for work. my shift was short!!! i was happy it went by fast. went to wal-mart and got some stuffes!! got caroline part of her birthday gift. shes going to be 14 gosh holy crap dang it! not...
This is my decision(s)
I no longer care, i’m going to learn to play the piano. no matter what it takes. I will master the beat of drums! 7 years and that drive is still there. i’m going to learn ballet and i don’t care if im graceful or not. it’s beautiful and i want to learn at least the technique of it. im going to love fearlessly and live in love.
i’m going to paint pictures and sketch...
MERRY CHRISTMAS CHARLIE BROWN!!
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lambz:
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My brother is a myspace whore :P
Merry Christmas to all and to all a goodnight
hahahh w/e!!! he told me he wasn’t..but..it IS sam..sooo hahaah jk
I am so confused by that sentence you don’t even know.
i was refering to you calling sam a myspace whore. he told me he wasn’t but then i said…but it is sam so..ect. but i was jp
MERRY CHRISTMAS CHARLIE BROWN!!
randrdotcom:
My brother is a myspace whore :P
Merry Christmas to all and to all a goodnight
hahahh w/e!!! he told me he wasn’t..but..it IS sam..sooo hahaah jk
fiiiiiiive gooooolden riiiiings
MERRY MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!!!!
mine was wondtubulous! (dang right its a word!) dinner was tasty and im looking forward to pie ; D im listening to charlie browns christmas time is here and wishing it would this day would start over.
-have yourself a merry little christmas. let your heart be light. from now on our troubles will be out of siiiiiiiight.- relient k
i love that version!
slept...
Jeremiah!!!
It’s coming!!! I’m finding the new patterns and new sounds!!! I’m not crazy after all!! Thank you Mr. Comstock for that push. Actually..thank you Jesus. today work was alright. still freakishly sore in my thighs. i’ll become stronger and in shape lol after work i deposited a pay check and rushed home to shower and get ready for the party at tim’s house. toooooo...
my beginning is sketchy
fog clouds my window, where am i at…
do i even belong here? i’m sure i don’t
so, where do i belong then?
there’s only one mold that i fit into. mine.
something’s gotta fill the gap.
my skin isn’t familiar to me anymore
whose face is this?
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I’m finding myself wanting something more. And it’s not in a good way. I want to get away from my family and move on with my life. I am so ready to start doing things it’s not even funny. I am sick of being stuck in my house all day everyday. I just want to get out and experience life. To the best of my ability. I’m sick of being “the good kid” I don’t feel like having a good...
it rained on my lips tonight
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lambz:
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lambz:
JAY AND CHRIS CAME HOME TODAY!!!!!! and i got to talk to jay over bens webcam! it completely made my day. poor kido was sooo tired. and!!! from 3pm till prolly late into the night on christmas eve i’ll be at their house. kinda like a welcoming home party. im so excited. just like old times again =)
woke up around 9:30 laid around till 10:30 and...
fairytales
What is this sickening feeling..foreign to my eyes but for a moment. i trace the lines and run my fingers along it all. such demands from them…such high standards i may never meet. but im going to climb anyway. just carry my upstairs to lay me down so i may close my eyes. do not stay for i need to sleep in peace. thank you persons for caring about me. shame is being cracked away. in tiny...
it rained on my lips tonight
randrdotcom:
lambz:
JAY AND CHRIS CAME HOME TODAY!!!!!! and i got to talk to jay over bens webcam! it completely made my day. poor kido was sooo tired. and!!! from 3pm till prolly late into the night on christmas eve i’ll be at their house. kinda like a welcoming home party. im so excited. just like old times again =)
woke up around 9:30 laid around till 10:30 and decided it was late enough...
it rained on my lips tonight
JAY AND CHRIS CAME HOME TODAY!!!!!! and i got to talk to jay over bens webcam! it completely made my day. poor kido was sooo tired. and!!! from 3pm till prolly late into the night on christmas eve i’ll be at their house. kinda like a welcoming home party. im so excited. just like old times again =)
woke up around 9:30 laid around till 10:30 and decided it was late enough and time to start...
1:19am
Oh…wow. so saturday i went and visited my friend who moved to oregon and is in town for a few days. it was fun to spend time with her again. then got ready for the youth christmas party. i did up my hair with 4 braids pulled back into a poney-tail and dressed up a bit. i was having a fairly good day, i was feeling good and it was bright and sunny. then i got a letter in the mail and knew who...
lulz. XD
Peter: Leave room for the holy spirit!
Angie: HAHA! you were hugging her!
Peter: HA! with my belly in the way, There's room for the holy spirit, buddah, and joseph smith.
Angie: HAHAHAHA! -doesnt stop laughing for the next 10 minutes-
-a few minutes later-
Angie: Prom is a once in a lifetime thing!
Peter: So is death! Doesnt mean we should do it volunterily!
hahahha that is genius i love that...why do i not know this person
tee hee.
angiechick:
YES LIZZY!!!
-extends hands- lets twirl together.
-and-
Will and Dillon?
LOL Yes If i ever need anyont beat up, i’ll call you guys.
Cody assures me he’ll beat people up for me too =D
-takes hand and dances about-
December Purple.
I’m looking at the U of A’s english programs. Going to transfer in a year or so and get my BA. Then work for my Masters. and hopefully if God wills it..a Phd. it’s such a huge huge dream and a long time from now. im so scared.
Took my math final this morning. i feel confident in an odd terrified way about it. and i registered for next semester. my math class starts at 7:10am!...
a box to beat on....?
So it’s decided…im going to put an application in at starbucks and possibly steinmart =D heck ya you heard me!
CRAZY windy alll day. then it finally started pouring like a maniac! sheeting rain and wind for about an hour. awesome no? i saw snow on the mountain today. beauty in my eye, the beholder. it was magnificent!
i counted and i spent a total of 11.5 hours at school yesterday....
Hello.
angiechick:
lambz:
angiechick:
Hi.
I is happy.
Ask me why.
I might tell you.
or i might giggle and walk away.
but that doesnt mean…
I dont love you.
giggle walk away then come back and tell me?
HAHA sounds like a plan -twirls and dances away-
I’m going to twirl away with you a’ight?
He found me on a lonely dirt road. or did he find...
So..way way too much happened to recap the week. so i will start from sunday.
The play went really GOOD. hahah and after that Kyle my brother and i sat on the prop couch left on stage and goofed off. devyn came over and then kyle started throwing butter mints and devyn and i —.— lol not too happy about that stunt. then devyn and i go to take the majority of our makeup off (nasty...
Hello.
angiechick:
Hi.
I is happy.
Ask me why.
I might tell you.
or i might giggle and walk away.
but that doesnt mean…
I dont love you.
giggle walk away then come back and tell me?
When I see you smile..tears run down my face
“affection, the gifted architect is making a draft in beautiful design”
ok so…math test…then math final…sign final. and no writing final!! yay! im freaking out about math. im unsure about one section. sign final i was told to make it easy on myself lol so i have to cut down on the random facts. the play is this saturday and sunday. and rachel melody and all of tacf...